Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful

UNBELIEVABLE
dragged myself outta bed today.
went to school for make up class.
seriously, i think only the cousultation session , which is like 10 min at the most
is useful. the rest is jst waste of time.
rosti brought forward her lesson. t a short brief of lets say 15min?
gosh, well did another chair mockup in class.
was waiting for ting initially,
but went off w bai mai and riyah first.
cause huimin leaving school alr
paiseh uh ting.

so we cabbed to thomson plaza.
my first visit. went t starbucks first.
den bused to town.
meet up w huimin
a million yrs nv see her alr.
ha, no la. i tink 2weeks plus 3 lidat.
so yeh,finally!
felt so weird initially.but stil ok la.haha.
so we walked around, and then went to cine
saw ah kun! boss sio now! cool only uh.
and we went to kfc for dinner.
went over to ps,lepak awhl more.
den went over to bugis.
cus we wna go muji buy hairclips
walked around.
nth much one sial.

den we bused back to pp.
slept on the bus,tired bodoh!
yeh,and she cabbed home from pp.
iam sleepy now.
and its like what? 12 now.
gosh.
alright
harry potter tmr
coool! <3 (:

i realised i get irritated and annoyed easily these days
esp if ppl ard me talk shit w me.
i jst cant take it.
no nonsense, no nothing.

and i hate ppl who keep repeating themselves.
like hello, i uds
you no nid to keep repeating.

and if i say no, means no.
dont bother to try ur luck.
and i rly mean D . O . N . T
like seriously, you are trying too hard
and its fckin annoying.

and iam NOT SO FRIENDLY like you thought
i mean, maybe for now.
idk why. argh
iam very str8forward
and i have freaking bad attitude problem
like freaking bad.
iam jst sick and tired of pretending la seriously.
if you can sense that i dont feel like talking to u,
den pls be sensible enuff to jst stfu.

know what to do at the correct timing, get it!

-MOODSWING MODE activated-

below is kinda emo.
so dont rly hafta read it.
i jst wna write. so nxt time i can read.
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i miss those times where we will talk on the bed.
i will disturb you.
dancing infront of you, singing out loud
blocking the tv whl ure watching it,monkeying infront of you
and making all sorts of funny stunts.
i miss how you call out to me.
how you threaten to "baotoh" me everytime when you cannot take it.
how we play "masak masak"
how you entertain me by being my customer.
the smile on your face.
the way we laugh and giggle..
its been so long already.. so long
recently , memories flashed back.
tears still trickles down..
i love you, and i really miss you...
but i just wont get to see you again..
like never ever again..
hw i wish we could talk again, play again.
but it wont happen, never will

:((((


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失戀到最後，也許就成為一種鄉愁。
所有過去的承諾，枯萎的愛情，都變成午夜夢迴的心痛 。
等到能夠釋懷地說出
「我們就到這」的時候，
心情已經百轉千迴了吧。 他其實沒有那麼絕對　遠一點你就看出真偽
離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
轉個彎你還能飛

就別再為他流淚　別再讓他操控你的傷悲
就算有一點愚昧一點點後悔　也不要太狼狽
他不值得你的淚　把那遺憾丟在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追　以後為自己醉

每段感情都非常珍貴　他的好你就放在心扉
記得有個人曾讓你那樣的心碎..
想念是會呼吸的痛 它活在我身上所有角落
哼你愛的歌會痛　看你的信會痛
連沉默也痛 遺憾是會呼吸的痛　

它流在血液中來回滾動
後悔不貼心會痛　恨不懂你會痛
想見不能見最痛




可惜不是你, 陪我到最后